This is it y’all

I’m in love.

Just thought you should know that I am pretty sure I found the one and last love of my whole life.

It seemed like it was never going to happen. But it has.

I am absolutely certain we have some hard things to face someday. But what we are building now is beautiful.

I can’t see how I was ever with anyone else. No one else. They were just..steps.

My heart was waiting for him. For this thing we are working towards together. I see getting married to him. I see myself having his babies. I see us as old wrinkly lovers who hold hands at the mall.

He makes me laugh. He loves me. He is so gentle and patient with me. He wants to BE with me. He waits to see my face. His eyes smile and dance when he sees me.

I love him. Every little weird silly thing about him. His careful ways. His sense of humor. How honorable he is. How cranky he gets when he can’t figure something out. :-) I wear my pajama shirt to see him, so he can hug me and cuddle me in it. When I go home and get into my bed, I can smell him on my shirt. So silly. But I have to do it.

I want to predict the future and say I know it. But I can’t. Instead I have to wait like the rest of you to know how this story ends. However I can feel that the building up of my fairy tale, things will end just as they should.

Happily. Ever. And always.

-Wayword