The Run Down

•No job yet. Not even an interview. That sucks.

•Chris and I are going mattress shopping on Saturday. I have never bought a mattress. Neither has he. It will be fun. We just need a bigger bed at his place. He has a full size and it’s so nice! But we both like our “sides” and need space.

•I am telling you that I sleep with my boyfriend. As the daughter of a preacher/missionary…I’m so appalled. Not.

•I have agreed to change our custody schedule. I don’t mean to change it by a lot, but I mean to give change a chance. I am so very cautious about it all. I want what’s best for my kids. I feel like making a few changes is a good thing.

•I feel sorry for my ex’s live in maid/nanny. He has been so awful to me the last few times we’ve spoken. He’s abusive, violent and controlling. She’s blind if she thinks he’s only that way to me. At the same time, the lying, betraying b-face deserves none of my pity. She’s stupid.

•I haven’t gained or lost any weight since October. I need to keep losing. Right now I weigh what I did when I was 18. But I was a big girl then. So yeah, not a lot to brag about. Haha! But I’m so happy! I’ve lost 45lbs since the divorce.

•I am drinking more water and trying to cut out soda. I’m counting calories and keeping it under 1200 a day. I have been exercising to a movie every night and it’s splendid so far. Hopefully I’ll maintain this and lose some weight. Especially around my stomach. I’m really curvy when I’m dieting. But when I’m doing whatever, I totally look like a butterball. Anyway. Working on that.

It’s late. I’m off to sleep. Love you much!

Haha.
-Wayword